Leyna's Blog
Cause when you care about someone you do what’s best for them even if it sucks for you.
I want this show on DVD so badly! Even though, it is only on 30 minutes each week, there is something about this show I just love. And I would love to see all the Nick and Jess moments
(Source: always-dozing-off)
So I haven’t had the most pleasant blog entries lately. I seem to be mentally exhausted because of school and work. I’m currently taking the hardest, most intense course of my life and presently I am sick. I don’t know if it is the stress that has caused me to be “grouchy” or “negative” but I’m going to try and stay positive throughout these next few weeks. Even though the last couple entries have been about how I’m frustrated at work or how managers may be ignoring me, I am going to just try my best for school and work. Today (Saturday), I was supposed to work 7-11AM. But when I woke up this morning I just was exhausted. I slept like 7 hours and I was dizzy, nauseous, and just out of it. I am currently just getting over a cold and with the stress of work and school, I think it is starting to take its toll on me mentally and emotionally. I spent the day mostly sleeping (due to my cold), but I eventually got down to studying. As I started making my formula sheet for my exam on Monday, I realized that I am stressed about this exam but so are a lot of people. All I can do is try my best - given the circumstances I’m dealing with. Yes, maybe I should have done more preparations by doing practice questions but I’m sure we all have had that one class or classes we have hated or dread taking and we have all had that feeling like “no matter how much I practice, I still may not be as prepared as I would like to be”. As I made my formula sheet and went through my notes, I realized that I knew more than I actually believed I knew. So, my next couple days before my exam, I can only study as much as I mentally can. I don’t want to wear myself out too much so that when it comes to my exam I am just mentally not there. I need to be there fully, mentally. I’m hoping that on Monday night, 7 to 9, the Corporate Finance gods are shining down on me so that I can get through the exam and pass this course because I would like to start moving on with my life. I would like to get through school and start living my life.
Really, really, really don’t want to go to work tomorrow. I am wondering what I will do wrong tomorrow. (sigh)
You’re always so right
It’s all a big show
It’s all about you.
You think you know what everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me.
It seems like everyday I make mistakes,
I just can’t get it right,
It’s like I’m the one you love to hate but not today.”
And all you’ll ever going to be is mean
Yeah yeah
Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’ll ever going to be is mean
Why you got be so mean?”


